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| Sunday, July 27th, 2008 | | 2:47 am |
woo hoo!
i'm here again after ages. i forgot about everythign for a while.. and facebook took over i guess. what a sad person am i! anyways.. i was just up on here.. thinking back.. and realised i haven't logged onto neo pets in donkey years. so yay! doing that now! well obviously i got ton to upload.. but not gonna do it. cos i can't even make sense out of them anymore. so put some some good old faith for some good old insanity. Current Mood:  nostalgic | | Wednesday, January 10th, 2007 | | 8:29 pm |
greetings fellow... seasonal survivors.
hey you bug di do s.... ok i promis to behave... haha!!! i'll never keep that promise. i've had the weirdest december.. but hey! i'm still aliving and kicking. i can feel this entry's not gonna make sense. why bother correcting now! i'll just go with the flow! my new year resolution ( or according to Chez - my new year revelation) is to stop smoking.. which lasted five minutes!! i'm still dragging on to the smokey stick but hey slowing it down. just need a lot of rain dust straws.. cos that;s my alternative. ok i'm out. more later. lee... sorry for not coming. was too wasted. | | Saturday, December 30th, 2006 | | 3:02 pm |
wooooooooohooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!
i'm an aunt! i'm an aunt! i'm an aunt!!! my bro and sis in law had a baby on 24th early morning. i'm finally an aunt! so excited!a little boy!!!! woo hooo!! oh yeah... MERRY X'MAS. to all those i didnt wish, happy new year to all buggers... and LEE - happy birthday on the 1st!!! gee - soz i can't make it to yours. but we'll see. much love to everyone.. em k - i love you loads and miss u like hell. Current Mood:  ecstatic | | Tuesday, April 25th, 2006 | | 5:26 pm |
SCREW THE FUCKING TAMIL TIGERS
screw the pece talks. screw the army. screw the civillians. screw the north. most of all screw the fucking LTTE. let's say nuke the north. let's reshape Sri Lanka. i think i have proper right to be racist now. i wouldn't ever have to give my reasons for hating that fucking lot. so don't anyone ever say to me.. why i hate them!! LTTE bombed colombo today. that's where i come from. my family, friends and everyone i know lives there. 21 injured. 8 dead. LTTE don't care who they bomb. SL army they won't hurt civillians, or anyone.. but LTTEL they'll kill everyone including their own ppl. i know most of you won't get what we r feeling right now. we lived through this once. everyday we have to be careful where we go. a bomb could go off anywhere anytime.. and anyone could die. if u hear a big noise in the morning, u don't go out of the house cos chances are that was a bomb. there was curfew everyday in random places. security checks everwhere. that fear... the fear ppl have who has to go to central colombo everyday for work... you can't match that. public transport... public buildings.. where anyone can go in and out.. and the tamils.. i know i hate the lot of you.. but not all. i hate the tamil tigers and the tamils who think they're better than the sinhalese.. but that other lot who hate LTTE as much as we do.. my sympathies are with you. i can imagine what ya'll wil have to go through now.. you guys will be stopped and checked more.ppl will sterotype you. i will look at you with disgust. i'm telling you now i'm sorry . now.. everyday we have to live with fear. our family, friends and ppl we just know.. they could die anytime and we won't even know about it. can u imagine that feeling? i'm not making a big deal out of nothing. this is scary. and i can't put into words how scared i am right now. i'm scared and i'm pissed off. and i everything else seems so trivial now. SCREW THE LTTE!! Current Mood:  pissed off | | Monday, March 27th, 2006 | | 6:38 am |
Is ignorance really is a bliss?
tell me.. is ignorance really is a bliss? ahh!! i mean there are alot of things i know that if i hadn't known i would have be happier... i wish i didn't know my ex was cheating, i wish i didn't know another ex sleeps wit his ex (lol - am guilty too!), i wish the i didn't know that the guy i really like is seeing other people, i wish i didn't know that some of my friends talk behind my back, i wish i didn't know about my ex's love life now. but do i really wanna go thru my life not knowing? do u know another thing that's hard? after you share a quarter of your life with someone... at some point your dreams merge. the dreams u had, and the dreams he had becomes one.. and one day you find yourself talking about 'our' dreams.. and planning them including each other. so what happens when that 'togetherness' disappears? when you break up? suddenly you find yourself wit half a dream. just the half you saw yourself in.. but the one you were gonna come home to broke away. it's a pretty lost feeling. what about the fact that finally you get to know someone as much you know yourself. not the sort of person you are, but what you like and what you don't. it takes a while to know how much butter to put in the toast, how they like their egg and how much salt to put, their different styles of egg/chillie (lol), their favourite chocolate, when to get them hot chocolate and when to give them coffee, how much sugar they take, which side of the bed they sleep, how many pillows, what they wear to bed, after a while you learn the way they brush their teeth,which shampoo and conditioner they use, which lotion, how they wear their clothes and what coloures they like to match.. you learn all of this. u learn when to shut up and when to speak. you learn when to hug them and when to keep the hell away. i'm not just talking about my ex here. to anyone... how do u get all tha information out of your system so that you don't mix them up wit the new? i used to think.. can i really bother to go thru all that period of 'getting to know each other'? so all this time.. i've been messing around.. not really falling for anyone.. not really giving my all... .... but i think now i am ready. to get to know someone and give them a reserved part of me.. but the question is do they want to take it? the ultimate understanding of all this is : you make mistakes, you move on, but you don't get over. screw your ex - mentally and physically, and ppl... yeah.. time does bloody heal.. (though i never believed that!) Friend: where do they come in? can you be 100% honest wit your best friend? i know i am pretty much honest with everyone.. cos i can't be bothered to lie and i don't really care that much of appearing good. but canu really be honest? i miss some part of my life.. that when i look back.. i think life wasn't so bad. i think everyday we get our pririties wrong. but the reason is that at the back of the mind, we know this time will never come again.. so we max out! we go clubbing instead of studying. we smoke and drink instead of going organic food and soya! friends... they're there with you doing all this and saying 'this is it. we are, what we are supposed to be' and that's true. we are. we should be. when the ppl in 50s and above go 'kids these days' we are not supposed to change.. we are supposed to BE 'the kids these days' ppl, take risks! do whatever the hell you want! was trying to explain to Bilu (my nickname for the new guy BTW), that we have free choice. and he was arguing wit me.. but the thing is we do!!! we can either sleep or not sleep. we can cry or not. we can get up and leave home and never come back. we can do a lot of things. the difference is that we DON'T. not because we can't.. but cos we don't want to. so don't ever forget the only thing standing between you and what you WANT is a bunch of man made 'morals, right and wrongs' in your own head. The hardest things to get are thw ones we need.... i read this cartoon once.. think it was Snoopy or Calvin and Hobbes. not sure. two kids (or Cal and Hobbes) are selling something at a table near a road like selling lemonade.. the board says ' a kick in the butt 5 cents'. but noone's buying. and one kid goes ' everyone pays for what they want, but not what they need' the moral of the story... everyone needs a good kick in the butt! i agree. ppl send sympathies, and comments this way! Bilu, miss you! mmmmmmwwwwaaaaahhhhh!! and yes. you are bloody 'taken'! p.s can't be bothered to read over. soz for the spelling mistakes Current Mood:  drainedCurrent Music: Emotions - Destiny's Child | | Sunday, March 26th, 2006 | | 2:26 am |
If it's loving that you want... - Mar. 25, 2006 at 05:17 PM
.. you should make me your girl. coz everything you need, i got it right here baby! ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't even know where to begin how to say this. remember the guy i spoke abt in the last two entries?? ahh... he's so sweet and partially mine. just came up tome last night after tha club and said (he didn't come clubbing, just came to go home wit me!!) 'i think i'm taken' and i went 'by whom'.. and he said 'by you'. ahh!!! and then even when we came home, he said 'we are almost a couple, aren't we?' i said no we are not!!! lol. cos we r not. but ahhhh!!!!!! soz. am just excited!! went clubbing last night. had the time of my life. was well good. ok back to my guy... ahh am in this level of pure ecstacy.. i mean probs won't long last.. as my luck would have it! but hell!!! i'll enjoy whatever the hell life throws my way! and peeps, don't hate. appriciate!!! Love ya'll from the pits of my bum!!! Easy on the good life! Current Mood: ecstatic | | Thursday, March 23rd, 2006 | | 2:24 am |
My Shadow's the only one that walks beside me.. - Mar. 23, 2006 at 04:24 PM
..and when it's night i don't even have that. next time i decide to like a guy.. make sure i run a mafia/playa/asshole check before i actually declare anything. why is this whole thing of liking someone and them liking you back, but being together part sooo hard? last night i felt myself coming back. this girl who doesn't give a shit about the world.. and well saying it's my safety bubble. what i don't care about can't hurt me. i'm in such a mess aren't i? i'm laughing at myself now. HOW do i end up getting myself into these kinda positions??? LOL. anybody who wants a screwed up love life.. come right up. first lesson free of charge! there's no number one. there are no bloody numbers. they all seem the same. and if i offend anyone... please prove that you are different, cos i ain't see n nothing. Ever heard 'Half the world away' by oasis.. well i feel like the first two verses. 'I would like to leave this city This old town don't smell too pretty and I can feel the warning signs running around my mind And when I leave this island I'll book myself into a soul asylum And I can feel the warning signs running around my mind So here I go still scratching around the same old hole My body feels young but my mind is very old So what do you say? You can't give me the dreams that are mine anyway You're half the world away Half the world away Half the world away I've been lost I've been found but I don't feel down. ' see wat i mean? this is my life. know the saying today's the beginning of the rest of your life? well today's the end of this phase that i went thru. from tomorrow onwards.. that girl who went to high school comes back. one half of the two outcasts, the one who'll tell ya'll to fuck and not give a shit and the one people couldn't read. noway am wearing my heart upon my sleeve anymore. except of course (lol) ya'll will be reading this. when one of u really like me and want only me.. come say hello and tell me u want only me. and i'll say that i'll be yours for life. easy on the good life pps... don't let any asshole treat u like u r second best. really. Current Mood: depressed | | Wednesday, March 22nd, 2006 | | 3:28 pm |
And i hope that i don't fall in love wit you... - Mar. 20, 2006 at 02:47 AM
well what can i say.. there's a new man in my life..i won't mention names for the time being.. but he knows i'm talking about him and my friends know who i'm on about. gimme time, i'll come up wit a nickname. anyways.. first it was just a casual thing.. if u know what i mean. but suddenly.. it's not. i tried my best not to like this guy cos i don't want anymore emotional fuckwittage.. but i did. i don't know about him tho. i know he gives a shit about me.. and that he likes hanging wit me.. but he doesn't like me as much as i like him. what can i say about him.. he's really down to earth.. and such a bloody human. u wonder why all guys can't be like him. i can talk to him.. and weirdly i can listen to him all night too. and i love kissing him. it's just never get old. what makes this perfect is.. ya'll who know me really well.. always say that i want that romance in the movies.. the cheesy lines.. the slow motion moments.. the 1 minute gazing into the eyes... well this guy is all that. he's my guy from the movies.. and i swear the only way it can get better is if he was mine. and he reads Stephen King.. how perfect can a man get???? well there's more to this than what i'm putting online. will update more when i can. i have some pictures of the two of us.. won't put them up yet. maybe later on. baby, if u read this.. just wanna say u r amazing and u r still my number one | | 3:28 pm |
I'm the happiest girl in the vicinity right now. - Mar. 12, 2006 at 06:44 PM
i found my phone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! eternal gratitude to Zoe for finding my phone, Emma for handing it to me!!!!! and to Tendai for telling me! i love you all!!! When i heard that it's there, i felt this extreme happiness... i've been happy before. when we won a waterpolo match or something.. but this happiness.. it feels the same as crying. my heart hurts and i can't breathe and once i got the phone in my hand.. i was just laughing like a maniac and grinning like an idiot. My baby D600, i would never lose you again. U r the sunshine of my life, the apple of my eye!!!! i love you my baby! (do i sound insane to ya'll as it does to me?) | | 3:28 pm |
I can see my whole world changing.... - Mar. 10, 2006 at 06:23 AM
i lost my phone. i know for the millionth time. i'm so depressed. i can't stop crying. what kind of an idiot am i? so deprssing. was supposed to go to london today, not going cos i'm too depressed. and i want to go cos i don't wanna stew at home. ('stew at home'! do ppl still use that language other than me???) but i think now it's too late cos my friends might have gone. this is such a mess. my room's a mess and i can't even get out of bed to clean it. i just came to uni, to tell my mom abt the phone. she's gonna be so disappointed. i don't know what to do wit myself. sympathies.. this way please. been reading Harry Potter, cos that's the only thing cheering me up now. but i'm almost finishing the books. i need to keep going. i'm gonna get chinese tonight and just stay at home wit a movie. i miss my life.. where i could get on by without a phone. i love you my lil D600 whereever you are! | | 3:27 pm |
I just died in your arms tonight,,, - Feb. 24, 2006 at 07:52 PM
i sat in front of the comp just now... and read the entire thing. i've come along way.. haven't i? but what i noticed is that.. i'm still scrwed up in the head. and i think how manty times i make up my mind about something, and throw it out the window the next instance. i'm leaving. yeah. august would be the last month i'm here. so that means ain't coming here for a long while. but i wanna see all of you before i leave. in these two years of england.. i made a life..i have friends, and even some family. i know these roads, and buildings and shop keepers, and club door staff and all these ppl and places that i'm gonna leave. i'm going to miss all of you. i really do want to move on. what happened to that person who didn't give a shit? i've changed. i was thinking abt an old boyfriend.. before MOTH.. when we broke up, i was such a bitch to him. i couldn't give a shit what happened to him, and even when he rang me sometimes i would just literally 'bark' down the phone at him. and unless i saw him or spoke to him, he didn't occupy my thoughts. basically i didn't give a rat's ass. and i really like the guy too. so why do i care so much now? i don't want to. i try my best not to give a shit what others think.. and i think being on my own now and trying to get my act together, i'm suceeding in it. oh screw all of ya'll. i want my cat. | | 3:26 pm |
Never too far away... - Feb. 21, 2006 at 07:55 PM
all ya'll reading this entry... look up this song. it's my life. it's by mariah carey. really just look up on the song. this is to care bear, i know u read my journals. just leave me the fuck alone ok. i'm tired of playing your game and ppl thinking that it is i who screw up ur life by trying to be in it. well i'm not. i would love to have u, but not like this. so leave. don't look back. be happy. later | | 3:26 pm |
Anywhere is... - Feb. 19, 2006 at 08:26 PM
has anyone heard this song by 'Enya'? i love it. my bro got me into this. do u know what i hate? drama. ppl's problem of not minding their own business.. or know what? fine. know all the gossip.. then accept. don't judge man. that's what screws the world over. stop hatin'. stop judging. let me speak my mind and look at it and go 'hmmm..' that's it man. and ya'll up there looking up at my profile, send me a message. it's gettin boring up here. also pps there's a thing called 'myspace.com' it's wacked. hey whatelse is new? oh yeah..'the booty call' business. man.. all this men.. they think if they ring me and go wanna get it on. i would jump at whatever they say. well guys.. yeah fine.. u know a girls gotta get some sugar.. but to think i would sleep with you and be your dirty little secret? guys.. guys.. c'mon. i should be the one ashamed!!!! (of seeing wit ya'll) not you. anyways.. it's getting depressed with me leaving and shit. only few more monthes to go and ppl are getting it deep ya know. the fact that i won't graduate with 'em and that next years gonna be dull without me. i love ya'll man... i know i act like i don't care.. well i don't. but well it my own demented way i love ya'll guys... and from the pit hole of my heart i am going to miss ya'll too. | | 2:45 pm |
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| | Saturday, February 18th, 2006 | | 10:32 pm |
yeah.. ok...
 | You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Click here!!
Passion | | 92% | Diamond Eyes | | 75% | Mysterious | | 67% | Eyes full of Pain | | 25% | </td>
What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)
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this is not me... where's me?
 | You scored as Goth. Your A Goth!
Goth | | 70% | Rocker, Mosher | | 60% | Emo | | 50% | Prepy | | 45% | Trendy | | 40% | Skater | | 40% | Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev | | 30% | </td>
What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy E.c.t
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| | Friday, February 17th, 2006 | | 5:18 am |
| You scored as English. You should be an English major! Your passion lies in writing and expressing yourself creatively, and you hate it when you are inhibited from doing so. Pursue that interest of yours!
English | | 92% | Linguistics | | 83% | Mathematics | | 83% | Art | | 83% | Journalism | | 83% | Dance | | 67% | Psychology | | 58% | Philosophy | | 58% | Sociology | | 58% | Theater | | 58% | Anthropology | | 33% | Engineering | | 33% | Biology | | 25% | Chemistry | | 17% | </td>
What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3)
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| | Wednesday, February 8th, 2006 | | 1:39 pm |
Don't love you no more.
RD came online just now.. i said hey but didn't get a reply. so i messaged is this stupid amanada signing on her new boyfriends account and a reply came. yes it's amanda. what's your problem. i laughed. and asked how rd was.. then i rang him. and he shouted at me. i dont know whether it was him or her. he sounded sleepy or sick. he is sick.. so might be that. but it could be amanda. he sounded so mean. and i'm thinking what do i put up with this? i need to move on. peeps (that includeds EVERYONE i know), from now on, no matter what bloody logic i come up with to talk or meet up with him , convince me not to. if it comes to violence, then please don't hesitate. hit me on the head with a book. seiously. i'll be very charming and convince you or argue until u give in.. DON'T!!!! just don't let me call him or nothing. please. i need to sort my bloody head. |
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